Wet are the tears I cry Cry so hard and so often Often I never sleep Sleep is a word I know nothing about About what do I cry you ask? Ask me no more 'More and more I think of you You are so innocent yet Yet I know you aren't You hurt me everyday Everyday you call me and say Say you love me yet Yet I know you don't mean it It is such a strong word for you You may never mean it It is a meaningful word to though Though I do mean it when I say it It makes me cry Cry wet tears Tears that are ever so wet
I am useless I am ugly I am a bitch People say those words to me And don't realize what they mean They don't realize how I feel when they say them The tears stream down my face Never ending Night after night I just wish they would stop And people would quit calling me names Names that mean so little to them But more than they know to me God please make them stop I want to kill myself It hurts me so much I don't know what to do I donít want to end my precious life But they don't stop Day after day I hear them yelling at me Never ending Day after day Stop, I yell but they just continue Continue to call me names Finally it's over, they stop I never hear them call me a name again I am now in a place much better A place called Heaven
I look at myself in the mirror Mirrors never lie Lies hurt people People hurt me Me--am I that ugly? Ugly-many don't even know Know what that word actually means Mean things are said to me Me-am I that ungodful looking? Look me in the eye if If you actually think I'm that ugly Ugly-you don't know what that word means Means to me Me-I look at myself and see See a beautiful person A person who needs love Love that no one gives me Me-I am beautiful Beautiful is what I see See when I look in the mirror
I ask myself why Why do you put me through such hell? Hell that I do not need to deal with With every word you say you wind me deeper and deeper Deeper into thoughts and fantasies of what we will do Do you even love me? Me, myself and I wonder always Always I will wonder Wonder if you even care Care for my dreams or me? Anyone can see that you make me hurt Hurt so much and make me cry so hard Painful is the way I feel every night Night is when I think of you the most Most of the time I hope and pray Pray to God that you love me and want me to be yours Yours, what exactly does that mean to you? You lie to me and say you are never with her Her, I know that name so well Well enough that I despise her when I don't even know her Her name makes me think of Hell Hell, I donít even know her yet Yet I hate her so much just because Because you love her Her and not me, why? Why?
Cold is the way I feel when you look at me You and I were once friends We once laughed and smiled And talked on the phone endless nights But suddenly that all ended Why you may ask? Well because you have found other friends Friends that are better than me Friends that are more popular than me Friends that you seem to hang around with more often than me I wonder inside does she even remember me? Does she even remember the times we had together? Those great times of endless laughing and smiling? Cold, cold is how I feel when I think of you I wish we had never had that damn fight It was so dumb To fight over something so stupid We can't change the past But we CAN change the future We can try to put the coldness behind us And pick up the pieces And start re-building the memories And once again become friends
Losing a Friend
Losing a friend Is always quite difficult Like losing a family member Or someone you care about But many times we can not control that Because that's the way God made life And we just have to deal with it I know what it feels like to lose a friend I have lost many To those who don't care I've lost them to rumors, fights, and lies I've lost them to others I've lost them for dumb unforgetful reasons I've cried many tears Many nights Wondering if I'll ever be their friend again It makes one wonder why God puts us through such Hell And why we lose such great friends like them Some people are just not meant to be our true friends Even though you may want them to be They never will be They will listen to others lies and never forgive you For the simple mistake that you once made And then you will lose all the great memories you once had To a simple little quarrel you once both had