Sever My Love
Smile for me and let me go This tearing away has been too slow Cut me away and let me bleed Do it quickly, complete the deed I feel my blood so thick in my veins So open one, and let it drain This precious life is mine to waste So do it quickly, make kind haste Don't let me fester, and poison your fate Sever me, lest it be too late Your edge of kindness my pain will abate Hurry, lost love, lest it be too late
Synapses firing wildly conspiring slippery skin that I'm in is perspiring Queasy Uneasy unable to focus I'm reeling, I feel like I'm spinning, I'm dizzy my heart just keeps pounding alarm bells are sounding I'm jangled and mangled my feet i'm not finding my breath won't come to me i'm rasping and gasping as jolts of adrenalin keep rushing through me I panic I'm manic tenaciously gripping for fear that my sanity soon could be slipping Silence Sweet silence the calm is sweet bliss the tension slips silently into the abyss Of Unconsciousness...
Into My Sin
Into my sin I slip again with a toothy, ever widening grin With a deafening roar I spring to soar that sickening feeling starts to set in But I shove it down as I rise above my pain, my sorrow- I start to gain I can't look her in the eye, but I know I should So I smirk, and give her a sideways glance Take a deep breath now, let it go My adrenalin rushes to start the show Electrified emotion begins to flow I feel it spiraling out of control I find my feet, I hear my voice no turning back, I've got no choice I am commited to the task The path is starkly set before me So into my sin I slip again The darkness has become my friend Whatever means to get this end- So into my sin- I slip, again
Your name is on my lips my hands are on your hips we move and sway together in rhythmic tantric fits Control is cast aside I feel the rising tide you pull me closer to you It's safe and warm inside I kiss you, oh so gently with every nerve on fire and savor every contact Fuel for our desire Your hair falls all around me fragrant on my chest With slow, deliberate motions we find our love expressed Your name is on my heart My heart is on my sleeve and fervently I'm praying that you will never leave- I know you'll never leavenight w/o armor
I read the words slowly eyes drawing the very ink from the page like sweet essence of softer souls and fall in love with you though my eyes have never fallen upon your skin- so thick with time and soft with youth I see the words as though you pour them out for me- their hidden meanings dispelled like sweet myth you become real to me in the bearing of your symbols, materialize to mesmerize- then steal away with my adoration at the end of your lines i read the words slowly again (;