A Faded Memory
There's a strange emotion that I feel, that I can't quite explain Weeks go by and nothing changes it, always feels the same That feeling of security vanishes, with each passing day Slowly becoming a faded memory, of what seems like yesterday The smile you'll see upon my face, is really just a mask Too scared to show how I really feel, and of what questions you may ask Don't ever look into my eyes, because I fear what you might see It could be who I really am, or who I'm supposed to be All emotions merge into one, I cannot tell them apart I can't figure out if the decisions I make, are from a textbook or my heart I feel a horrible numbness, all colors fade to black I'll take a trip into my soul, but I doubt I'll make it back.